So, i've been told i need to update more often on this thing. Well i guess its perfect timing cause i actually have something to write about. My Best Mate...
My best mate is leaving for WA in less than a month. She is moving there for work for 2 years... Which is great for her, i am over the moon. Couldn't be happier! Ok, so that is a giant lie! I am mad & upset & angry at her for leaving me. I can't help but think she is making this selfish decision by leaving. I try to convince myself otherwise but everytime i think about it i get angry.
Now WA is only a short plane trip away, we can still see each other. But for her to leave its like me chopping off my arm & flying it to WA. Doesn't seem natural if you ask me. I'm sure you would all feel the same if you were in the same situation as me, or would you? Am i behaving like the selfish one? I feel like a total bitch for being angry at her for this. I've also noticed myself pushing her away before she leaves & making up ficticious stories in my head of reasons to hate her. This can't be healthy....
We've been friends for 20 years. We've been though everything together. We've always lived close to each other. Well until i moved but i always made a hugh effort to see her as often as i could. WA isn't a short car trip... I'm honestly not sure what i am going to do without her making trouble with me. I can't be an awesome one-some.. Doesn't even sound cool!
Not sure what else i can say. I just want her to be happy & if WA makes her happy then be it so.
xxx
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